An Anguished Hope


By Brother Stavros

 First Reformed


On a sunny hot Father’s Day, as the monastery’s representative in the local council of churches I attended the Baccalaureate for the Cambridge Central School’s graduating class. It was held in a handsome red brick church dating from the late 1700s and has been lovingly restored and maintained by its congregation just outside the village of Cambridge.

Upstate New York has no shortage of Colonial-era churches, calendar perfect and uniform in their creamy white, or atypical in Coila’s case, being brick, but surrounded by majestic oaks, maples and ash trees as old as the churches.

One such supplies the title and venue for a new film, First Reformed by Paul Schrader, starring Ethan Hawke as the Rev. Ernst Toler. In a web review Jacob Knight captures its complexity: Here he's a man hanging by his fingernails over a mournful chasm, counting his numerous failures (a lost son, a failed marriage) as cancer and booze begin to eat away at his insides.

The added dimension is that he’s a man of God. First Reformed, as in the Dutch who brought their religion up the Hudson. The pastor goes about his chores in the church and the Manse in cassock and collar, and in the village in a long black coat and collar that made me think of Ichabod Crane. The story unfolds as he writes his diary each evening; the filming is such that you need to look close to see if he’s using a feather quill. His rooms have a Shaker, almost monastic feel. A volume of Thomas Merton sits on his desk. Anyone who has had even the briefest skirmish in the “interior warfare” can identify the atmosphere, the intensity, and loneliness.




When Sunday comes his homily is earnest, like his name; it takes only a few minutes to distribute Eucharist to the handful of worshipers.

I don’t intend to capture, much less to give away the plot, but I can comment on some vivid images.
A woman in each congregation, especially Amanda Seyfried as Mary, propels much of the thriller facet. The bleakness of an upstate New York winter contrasts with the lushness of a mega-church, “Abundant Life Ministries,” whose pastor (Cedric Kyles) has adopted First Reformed as one would an elderly aunt. Its auditorium seats thousands, it has a cafeteria, the pastor’s office is like a boardroom, his I.T. facility broadcasts his message far and wide. And he is a sympathetic ear for Rev. Ernst. Significantly, they do argue over the relevance of Merton: “He was tucked away in a monastery; you need to be in the real world,” he warns.  (ahem…) And when the two ministers meet with their largest corporate donor, also a world-class polluter, the three of them in a booth at a coffee shop, it could be a scene from the Book of Job.

The state of the environment has a major role, both as subtext (the film was made with climate-change deniers and their cabinet and congressional clout acutely in mind) and as efficient cause of the hopelessness that stalks the characters.

As the stress intensifies, culminating in the 250th anniversary of First Reformed, Toler leans more heavily on the bottle. At one point he pours two inches of liquor into a tumbler, then screws off the top from a Pepto-Bismol bottle (the subtle sound is unmistakable) and pours a dollop into the whiskey. The camera pulls in to watch the clash of colors and competing densities form a malevolent-looking, fetal-like curling blob, an icon of the cancer in his bowels and the cancer we have inflicted on the earth with incessant compromises of the very land, air, and water we live on—a reality that gnaws at his soul more toxically than the cancer in his bowels.



First Reformed is a masterpiece of American cinema: an almost timid thriller about a crisis of faith several layers deep, personal, sexual, communal, political, and ultimately global. It is about finding hope in times that seem hopeless, where the finding has become a true spiritual ordeal, the askesis of both biblical and monastic tradition

In radiant distinction, Pope Francis: A Man of his Word left me feeling infused with true hope.
I heard about Wim Wender’s documentary on NPR, including his own words about what he was looking to accomplish, especially by the interview with Pope Francis that is the core of the film.

I admit to being skeptical about the potential for maudlin spiritual propaganda. Instead, I found myself totally disarmed by the power of the film and, of course, by the power of the pope’s disarming depth of presence and genuineness.

For the first interview, the pope is sitting in the garden, but by the end of the film, during the answer to Wender’s final question the camera brings you very close so that Francis is speaking to you, and his parting words should be taken personally.

The passion this pope feels about the environment and how we collectively abuse God’s gift and leave our children a much-diminished earth and untold suffering for people, chiefly the poor, around the globe, bears a certain kinship with First Reformed, but in this film it is writ large. Quite literally, as when the whole facade of St. Peter’s Basilica, now that it has been cleaned and returned to its white luster, was used to project a film about the environment.  Seeing it “second hand” was impressive, but for anyone in the square it must have been mind-blowing, 150 feet high and 370 wide, filled with images of mountains of garbage on which hundreds of families live, are baptized, marry, and die, picking over other people’s trash to eke out sustenance.  The same is true of floating plastic and other litter choking whole rivers or forming rafts the size of countries in our oceans. That’s only two of the images burned into my mind.



Pope Francis’ first Encyclical, Laudate Si, whose name is taken from the opening words of the hymn in praise of all creation composed by Saint Francis of Assisi made it clear why the pope (no less than the Ecumenical Patriarch Bartholomew) burns with such passion about the accountability of the issue.



Mr. Wender punctuates the œuvre with film clips of the life of Assisi’s poverello saint, either from an old black-and-white movie or especially produced, but an effective way to link the pope’s namesake and the deep roots of environmental passion.

The interview is also laced with films of the pope’s exhausting travels. Beginning with prisons in Italy and in other countries, to slums in his native South America, to hospitals in Africa where he embraces individuals with compassion and tenderness, undeterred by any possibility of contagion, mirroring Saint Francis’ encounter with lepers.



On the Greek island of Lesbos he was joined by Bartholomew, Patriarch of Constantinople (the pope’s senior in the crusade to respect creation) and the Archbishop of Athens to comfort the flood of refugees from the bloody war in Syria. (Unfortunately they were not identified.)



But what I found most dramatic was the Pontiff’s speech before the joint session of our Congress. He reminded our legislators to examine the attraction of the billions of dollars our government makes by selling arms which are then used to wreak death and suffering on so many in the world’s crisis zones, affecting primarily the poor and marginalized.

I saw both these films in a little arts theater in a college town about 45 minutes away, a beautiful drive to Williamstown in the northwest corner of Massachusetts. The woman minding the concession stand, with elegant pastries and many kinds of coffee, told me that a Roman Catholic priest in the area had bought 50 tickets so his parish could see Pope Francis and discuss the issues. I would like my brothers and sisters to see both films. I urge our Companions to look for them, and to all our readers, don’t miss the chance. After all, an Anguished Hope is still HOPE.






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